I don’t know how we got here ..

I don’t know how we got here, 1 year 7 months already I’m with you in the distance. At first, we are destined to see just a casual friend. And I’m trying to establish a relationship that maybe everyone said it wasn’t possible. But so far I feel you deserve for my future, Sometimes I’m easy to say the word “broke up”.  I think he felt bored in this relationship.  He doesn’t want me to easy said “broke up” without thinking.  Now he and I just need times to solve this situation. but im sure .. he did this to make me appreciate a better relationship. for us.  : ‘)